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Former England batter Graham Thorpe died after being struck by a train at Esher railway station, Surrey, the opening of an inquest into his death on Tuesday has heard. On Monday, Thorpe's family had confirmed the 55-year-old took his own life following a battle with depression and anxiety.
Speaking on Tuesday at Surrey Coroner's Court in Woking, coroner Simon Wickens said Thorpe had suffered "traumatic injuries" after being struck by a train on the morning of August 4. Wickens offered "sincere condolences" to Thorpe's family and to "all those touched by his life and career". A date for Thorpe's full inquest will be fixed at a later time.
The coroner had received a referral regarding the incident from British Transport Police (BTP). On August 5, a spokesperson for BTP issued the following statement: "Officers were called to Esher railway station at 8.26 am on 4 August to reports of a casualty on the tracks. Paramedics also attended, however sadly a person was pronounced dead at the scene. The incident is not being treated as suspicious and a report will be prepared for the coroner."
The loss of Thorpe was felt by all throughout the world of cricket, with many former and current players paying their respects to the left-handed batter, who later went into coaching. The Surrey and England man represented his country 182 times, and scored 16 hundreds in 100 Test matches.
Thorpe had not worked in cricket since he was removed from his role as one of England's assistant coaches in the aftermath of their 4-0 defeat in the 2021-22 Ashes. He was due to take over as Afghanistan's head coach but never did after a previous attempt on his own life in May 2022. At the time, he was described as being "seriously ill" in hospital.
"For the past couple of years, Graham had been suffering from major depression and anxiety," Amanda, Thorpe's wife, told the Times. "This led him to make a serious attempt on his life in May 2022, which resulted in a prolonged stay in an intensive care unit. Despite glimpses of hope and of the old Graham, he continued to suffer from depression and anxiety, which at times got very severe. We supported him as a family and he tried many, many treatments but unfortunately none of them really seemed to work.
"Graham was renowned as someone who was very mentally strong on the field and he was in good physical health. But mental illness is a real disease and can affect anyone. Despite having a wife and two daughters whom he loved and who loved him, he did not get better. He was so unwell in recent times and he really did believe that we would be better off without him and we are devastated that he acted on that and took his own life."
She described Thorpe as "a free spirit" and said that he had been well enough to attend a dinner at The Oval in late 2022. "He had his own mind and his own way of going about things," Amanda said. "My favourite memory of him is in Barbados, which he loved, enjoying a rum punch and listening to his favourite reggae after a swim… He was funny and he made us all laugh so much."
Thorpe's elder daughter, Kitty, said, "We are not ashamed of talking about it. There is nothing to hide and it is not a stigma. We were trying to help him get better before and trying to protect him, which is why we said nothing. This is the time now to share the news, however horrible it is. We've wanted to be able to talk and share and we'd now like to raise awareness, too.
"He had loved life and he loved us but he just couldn't see a way out. It was heartbreaking to see how withdrawn he had become. He was not the same person. It was strange to see this person trapped in the body of dad. That's why we've been so happy that the many reflections have been about his life before this illness took over. I'm glad that's how everyone does remember him, rightly so, as the complete character he was."
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